She Willed It
Saturday, April 26th, 2008I believe I stewed my brain in my own despair.
I wished myself dead. I wished it a lot.
I brewed this poison for years and years.
My brain drank it up.
I did this, and I can undo it.
So many mistakes and rotten choices.
Look what I’ve done to myself.
Everything’s different now.
I want to LIVE!
I forgive myself my slow suicide.
It’s not too late. I can save myself,
and never want for drama again.
-kara